I am grumpy and tired and am currently studying Job in Bible study...and feel like I am relating on some level. I know that Job's sufferings were MUCH greater than mine. But I do relate to his frustration at why things are allowed to happen. At least I know that on this side of the cross, that Jesus IS there in heaven pleading my case to God. I have a redeemer. I have a high priest to be my intercessor. I do NOT have to wonder if I will see God with my own eyes someday, as Job may have. His faith showed that he was confident that he would see God.
I guess if Job can hang in there with all that happened to him (lost all his children, all his servants, all his livestock, and his health) I can survive the wait to see what is coming for my mom.
I just need to splash around in the pool of self-pity today and then get over it.
1 comment:
IT IS OKAY!!
You need to just roll around and enjoy the self-pity. Sometimes you only have time to do it for a minute, or an hour, and whole day is wonderful. It helps you prepare for the next onslaught of frustration with doctor's and the way the process works.
Give yourself a hug from your blogging buddy.
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